A: In 2009, after using marijuana, I had a vision that lasted three days. In this vision, I understood that I was God—but not in the sense of an all-powerful being from heaven. More like a consciousness that briefly had access to additional senses. Maybe this happens after using marijuana, but then for over a year I listened to the songs posted on this website, smoked, and a strange presence appeared in my head, resembling an additional sense that changed form, density, and pressure point depending on what I was feeling, doing, and listening to. It reacted as if it were a receiver. Later, the presence began to react to what I was doing online, and then when I stopped using marijuana, everything ended. The presence transformed into something heavy, painful, like a nail in my forehead that stayed with me for 13 years, causing complete apathy, a lack of motivation, and a lack of will to live. No doctor could explain it. Only recently, when I returned to the internet, the same music, the same visions, the same energy, and new images, did the presence return, in a form similar to marijuana, reacting to what I do, even online. Every action causes the presence in my head to change form. I don't know if I'm God, but I know one thing: such senses exist. Something that connects music, sexuality, drugs, art, and spirituality.

A: First, every citizen has the right to report the need for legal regulations. Second, you can't advertise a website with the headline "draft legislative changes" if the concept is spiritual. Third, you can't make serious changes to the system alone, so you have to rally people around the idea. A religious community can serve this purpose just as well (in Italy, Rastafarians are allowed to use marijuana). Fourth, you can't justify changes with silence and criticism, and God doesn't necessarily have to be a lawyer, so everything can just as well be perceived as "promotion" by prosecutor Pontius Pilate (the same applies to drugs). Fifth, it doesn't work on the principle of "what the governor is allowed to do is not yours, you stinker," so it can't be that the owner of Facebook and Instagram is running an active campaign to promote children's sexuality, and then judging the imitators. It's also not about the phenomenon of "positive pedophilia," i.e. adults surrounding children with sexual "care." It should rather work the other way around. It's about building awareness, multidimensional perception, and developing children themselves. Both through psychoactive substances and sex. It's not said that it has to be sex with an adult.

A: We indicate a systemic need to experience different states of consciousness in order to achieve multidimensional spiritual perception and to explore different types of mental models appropriate for individual substances, and how these models can contribute to the evolution of humanity in existing areas of life, as well as in parascientific fields. This may involve the need to use many different psychoactive substances and discover new ones. Unfortunately, in such a case, drugs, the possibility of choosing education from an early age in this area (based on an initial assessment of predispositions) and creating opportunities for people who explore these areas to function in society must become an active branch of the system. Before they become the foundation.

A: Very possible. Prison is a very specific place. I ended up in a prison in Warsaw on Rakowiecka Street, which had a terrible reputation. I didn't get there for drugs, but after a month of very intensive drug use. Marijuana, cocaine, mephedrone, amphetamine, and even substances of unknown origin. I didn't eat anything for a month, combined drugs and described my experiences on my blog. Unfortunately, I no longer have these materials. What did drugs create? Immunity. A place where you don't have to fit in. Everything is tailored to you. Movement, smell, taste, sound, the view outside the window, other prisoners, guards, educators, doctors, the priest and even the walls in the cell, if you write on them - everything creates your private space that reacts to your presence and shows you at every moment that you have value. The guards are friendly, communicative and try to really understand you. Women in prison (counselors, doctors) behave like your girlfriends. Even psychiatrists. Everyone and everything reacts to you as you really are, without social filters. They don't exist in prison. If you are mentally strong and have an idea for yourself - you can be small and inconspicuous and you are the king of prison. You don't have to be a secret agent. You don't have to explain anything to anyone. Everyone knows you. And one gesture from you is enough, or one look, and they immediately feel better around you, because they don't know how you do it. That's how drugs and places outside the system work.

A: I have no idea. Such aspects are also necessary. During my time in prison I hung a photo of a girl in the toilet and indeed the toilet became a kind of temple of sexuality, support in the form of a kind of co-presence and lack of social filters. For a dozen or so years I have not had any pressure to have sex, prison simply makes you aware of certain things. I think it has something to do with drugs (mephedrone) and the ritual function of the toilet in the cell. Many people in prison surround themselves with symbols. It does not work on the outside. I haven't done drugs in a long time, so by posting this Pageon the internet I don't have even one percent of such live experiences, so I apologize for doing this completely out of boredom and to piss off.

A: You can add a question or comment of this type on the main page here, and also contact me by email or phone. You also have great opportunities to "kick" me in the galleries. If you absolutely want to choose the Polish cemetery click here, but if you want to make a phone call, make sure to make the call from someone else's withheld number, a different location, and an altered voice. Then freeze and hit reset. The button must be rigid.

A: No — but it may use metaphor, irony, or conceptual language that seems surreal, as exemplified by the rigid button above or the "Planet Pedophilia" that is supposed to replace planet earth. This is intentional. Clarity often comes through abstraction.

A: But why? The site does not host pornographic images or facilitate the purchase/sale of drugs. There is no messenger service that could be used as a communication system for drug dealing or contact with children. All of these are just examples of how children could develop in completely different conditions.

A: To provide a language and perspective for those who are going through profound internal changes, especially in terms of doubts about life. To create an alternative to current religions adapted to the needs of the modern world. To change the law regarding the age of consent for sexual intercourse and access to psychoactive substances. To change the education system, taking into account the development and synthesis of different models of mind appropriate for different psychoactive substances. To solve some of the problems that plague the Catholic Church.

A: Absolutely not. I have never had sex with a minor. However, I have experienced certain things first-hand. When I was 24, a young 12-year-old neighbor tried hard to get me to have sex with her, and from what I know, these are not isolated cases. Additionally, my later ineffective marriage and the serious problems that resulted from it caused me to think more deeply. Especially about raising girls. The concept was built on drugs and prison time.

A: It is a project of a new church, as well as a conceptual framework — a way of understanding the evolving relationship between consciousness and network structures and primitive beliefs. It is also intended to be an interface, not just a belief system. The content is largely about spiritual experiences achieved through altered states of consciousness, but also simple definitions of life understandable to everyone.

A: It probably won't change anything. I've been in various psychiatric hospitals several times. The doctors there "diagnose" you during a 10-minute conversation and then you stay in the hospital for another 3 months. No discussions with the head doctor. They're not there to understand you, only to prescribe medication for textbook ailments, and if by any chance your condition isn't described in the textbooks, the medication doesn't work at all, only causes side effects, or turns you into a vegetable. Then you get a discharge note from the hospital with the information that the medication helped and that you need to continue pharmacological therapy. Because money from pharmaceutical companies is the most important thing. I wasted over 10 years of my life on psychiatric treatment this way. Creativity and mental health

A: It works at the intersection of both—it's a symbolic system that explores inner experience, technology, sociology and psychology, and human cognition.

A: That's a good question. One of the girls is a guide for these people. It's not like someone is doing you a favor. This is taking into account in the concept aspects that flow from everyday conversations between the son and his mother. That is why the girl does not focus on the new, does not use substances, but rather tries to be a stronghold for old truths and faith in God in the understanding of previous religions.

A: Conscious code refers to patterns of thinking that are consistent with algorithmic logic in various dimensions of perception or oppose it, creating their own patterns of functioning in the network - it is about designing an internal structure, not just understanding external systems.

A: I don't know. If so, then it is a very necessary politics.

A: I don't think so — unless you're allergic to introspection. The content is conceptual, touching on life and spiritual experiences, including those achieved through altered states of consciousness. There are no dangerous calls to action, and discussions about drug use in the context of spiritual and mental development, or the psychological aspects of suppressing sexual desires at a young age, should be allowed within the framework of free speech and exploration of ideas. Even if society goes crazy at the thought of it.

A: It’s a metaphor for interacting with subtle systems that shape contemporary reality—through attention, intention, and encoded expression in altered states of perception.